Lesson #3

Lesson 3 was a little hard for me.  First off, I have never shaved my balls, ass or armpits, and it turned out to be a little more difficult than I imagined.  I had to do a little trimming first, then shave it.  The whole thing took me over a hour, a lot of it was probably due to the extra effort 
I took not to cut myself.  It turned out fairly well, however it is kind of itchy, I've been using some after shave lotion to keep that to a minimum.

The shopping trip was particularly hard for me, as I am a little shy and easily embarrassed.  I went in, tried my hardest to be casually shopping around, picked out some pantyhose and lipstick, trying not looking at anyone around me.  As soon as I had them though, I went picked out a pretty sales girl at a nearby counter and bought the lipstick & pantyhose.  The salesgirl really didn't say anything, but as I was avoiding all eye contact with her, she probably was wondering about me.

Painting my nails was also a first-time thing for me, and was not too difficult, but still more challenging than I expected.  I picked out a light pink called Cutie Pink for my nails, and a deep red called jazzy for my toes.  I started with my toes and after a couple, I got the hang of it.  

I have not cum yet, but it is getting close to impossible not to cum.  I'm becoming extremely desperate.  Per my instructions I gave myself 10 swats with the slut paddle.  The imprint didn't work like I thought it would, but maybe I wasn't doing it the right way.  I definitely was doing it hard enough though, because my ass was sore for about 15 minutes afterward.


 

Lesson #2

  It has been getting harder and harder not to cum when I am stroking to the edge.  This morning, I had to take a long, cold shower to settle down after bringing myself to the edge.  I have not cum yet, but it is getting so hard not to.  

  As for the nipple clamps, when I put them on they were fairly painful.  I had to take a couple deep breaths to get the second one on.  I don't have very much experience with nipple play, so I wasn't used to the pinching sensation on my nipples.  After a while, the pain grew less intense, but it was still there, and I got a sharp jolt whenever I moved around a little.  I learned to keep fairly still after a little while.  When it came time to take them off, I grew quite nervous, not only because I had to call Mistress Akasha, but also because I had heard her ominous words about what would happen when I took them off. 

  I called Akasha, and when I looked down to take off the clamps, I noticed my nipples were bleach white!  
After I took them, it was one of the most painful experiences ever.  I don't know how I could even describe the pain, it was intense, to say the least.  After that, I didn't even want to move around, I just felt the dull ache that was all around my nipples.  

Lesson #1

Having to masturbate 3 times a day without cuming has been harder than I expected.  I have limited experience with chasitity, only a couple of days at most, making it for a long period of time will be exteremely difficult, I'm sure.  Making it even harder is masturbating 3 times a day, becuase normally, if I just avoid any sort of sexual stimulation or thoughts, I can get by without jerking off.  Several times now, I've had to purposely distract myself with something after masurbating to keep from starting again and coming.  We'll see how it goes after a longer period.

As for the inflatable dildo, Miss Blue phrased my thoughts exactly the "Holy shit, how's that thing going to fit in my ass!?!?"